Invincible, unmovable, see clearly whatever is present now –
this, right here – and so develop wisdom.
Today, right away, do what needs to be done.
Who knows? Death could know you tomorrow.
There’s certainly no bargaining with Death’s great hordes.
But one who lives ardently, day and night,
Such a one is an auspicious day, the peaceful sage announces.
– An Auspicious Day, Bhaddekaratta Sutta (MN131). Translated by Christopher J. Ash.
When I first sought the historical Buddha in the early Buddhist Nikāya texts, I was troubled by my inability to accept the cosmology in those texts. The Nikāya Buddha believes in literal rebirth; and, presumably the historical Buddha accepted rebirth.
I wanted not to make my enquiry dependent on a rebirth theory. I still see no necessity to do so, forty-plus years later. On the other hand, living in the present – that made and makes sense to me. (Of course, the irony of living in the present is that you meet death while living.)
The irrelevance, to me, of the common belief in ‘rebirth’ hasn’t been an obstacle to understanding. Because I look on these texts as not only a great wisdom tradition but as an oral literature which is to be engaged in dialogue, then I have found it possible to extract the honey from sentences which would otherwise be difficult to feel nourished by. Sentences such as the following (in the Sutta of Conveying the Nature of Reality): “Immovable is my freedom. This is my last birth. Now there is no cycle of becoming.”
When I look upon these texts as reflecting something about human experience in the present, I can look past the ‘rebirth’ belief, and ask, “What in human experience, now, might this refer to?” Then I am curious about experience, and not about what the secondary texts say about ‘the three lives theory,’ and other such doctrines.
I have a body which can guide me in the feel of the language in the texts. I can know immovability, now – if I have the necessary passion to know. I can know the dissolving of ‘identity’ now (which is surely all that is reborn – our habits). I can know the end of identification with what comes and goes (becomes).
Don’t I know where to find ‘birth’? Don’t these texts show me where to find birth, death and liberation? It’s in human experiencing – in my mental states, with their self-representations, and the hunger, grasping, in clinging. Where else to find the dynamics of dukkha, but in the present?
The Nikāya Buddha wanted to find a way out of an unsatisfying continuity of experiencing. Haven’t I, too, found myself in unsatisfactory cycles of becoming – repeating the ‘same old, same old’? Haven’t I, too, found myself asking the kind of questions that the Nikāya Buddha asks at the beginning of his quest: “There must surely be more to this? Is life only continual rounds of grasping for happiness, only to have it dissolve; and then to seek again?”
So, surely, what this practice is about is the life I am living now, not the one I may live some time in the future. When I first understood that I didn’t need to be a believer in rebirth (at least, not in any traditional form), in order to understand the essential nature of consciousness, I committed myself to interpreting these texts as documents pointing to the liberation of consciousness from its self-made limitations.
In regard to freeing the mind, these are texts of self-evident sophistication, emphasizing the cultivation of present awareness, ‘traceless, like the sky.’ The Buddhist way provides valuable tools for dissolving layer upon layer of habitual identification with false ways of being; allowing an open, spacious, groundless ground to emerge. Then, as it says in the Mindfulness Sutta, one goes about ‘independent, not clinging to anything in the world.’
To be free, though, you necessarily undertake the humiliating recognition of delusion in yourself, and take responsibility for the harm that flows from your delusions. The wheel of birth and death – that is, the stranglehold of materialistic personality – is very hard to escape.
Our dukkha involves the interplay of ignorance, unconscious shaping factors, consciousness, identity, sense domains, contact, feeling tones, craving, grasping, and becoming; resulting in ignorant conceptions of birth, old age, sickness and death, which in turn feed back into that dynamic mesh. This is dukkha.
It’s no wonder that the Nikāya Buddha is portrayed, in the days after his enlightenment, sitting on the banks of a river, saying (more or less): “This is deep, subtle, difficult to see. Surely it would be vexatious to try and communicate this to people addicted to sense pleasures.”
However, here is the key: dukkha is fabricated out of our present-moment, lived experience. You and I have that available always. Always, it’s all there is.
Yet, dukkha is derived from experience, and is not basic to it. And, the two fundamental meditation texts in the Nikāyas – the Sutta of Breathing in and Out and the Mindfulness Sutta – teach us to use our present moment living body as the ground for the contemplative enquiry. This is the spirit reflected in: “Immovable is my freedom.”
As Hakuin Zenji said in his Song of Zazen:
Nirvana is here, before your eyes,
this very place is the Lotus Land,
this very body the Buddha.”