The twelve processes of dependent arising.
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Kent: “The things is, how would ‘self-cherishing’ work, to give us dukkha?”
Christopher: “Good question. Can I change the language, here, for my readers? Because, most of my readers don’t use the phrase ‘self-cherishing’ as a part of their model for the arising of dukkha.”
K: “To what?”
C: “Why don’t we use ‘narcissism,’ in the sense of ‘everyday narcissism’ – the variety that our species is afflicted by. The kind that the narcissus myth was expressing.
“Because, it’s likely that this was what your Eastern teacher was talking about, when he used the term ‘self-cherishing’ to describe the source of all our human ills.”
K: “Okay. So, exactly how does the process work? I want it in terms of a dynamic that I can see in my daily life.”
C: “Alright. Where to start? Perhaps I could ask you: If you could see it in your daily life, what would that seeing entail?”
K: “Well, having been in mindfulness training for a while now, I would expect that I won’t see it outside of the four placements of mindfulness.
I pay close attention to my actual body and mind.”
C: “In short you are talking about: body or form; feeling-tones (pleasant/unpleasant/neither); states of the psyche; and, the dynamics of these three. Great. In one’s own experience as it is presenting moment to moment.”
K: “That’s right.”
C: “Let’s notice that – if your motivation has been examined – you are already stepping out of everyday narcissism, because you are tracking the actuality of your life, which exceeds your conceptions of it, is more than your images and representations of yourself. And, you’re willing to stay with the suffering directly, to learn in it.”
K: “So, the first thing we notice is that the dynamics of my experience contains self-images. Is that what you are saying?”
C: “These will be involved, yes, in the state of the psyche. Usually the state of psyche can be explored in terms of the attitude of the ‘I’ which is working in the situation.”
K: “Is there a way I can access this, when it is often so subtle?”
C: “Sure. You can be curious – activating the awakened quality of investigation. Let’s say the situation is that you’re… I don’t know… what do you want to explore?”
K: “Let’s say I’m feeling aggressive in a conversation with my partner.”
C: “And, an alarm goes off, in you – which isn’t a critic, let’s say. Okay. You could ask yourself, then, “Who am I taking myself to be, when I have this attitude?” You could pretend that you are acting this part out on the stage, and once it is embodied sufficiently, then explore how you would describe this part of you, as a person.”
K: “Let’s say I notice that this one is belligerent toward the other person.”
C: “So, you’ve been born (11th process of dependent arising, on the chart), born as an attacker.”
K: “Yes. Even if it’s not too gross, even so my partner senses it, and she begin to react back.”
C: “Right. That’s how it goes. But with a mindful pause, you’ve also become curious about your process. There are lots of ways to go here. One that I like to teach is: to deepen the engagement with the state, explore: What sense perceptions come with this? What kind of contact do I make with objects and people – light, or heavy? Am I leaning in, or backing off? What intentions? How does my attention get placed – deployed – in this state? And in each case, you let your body participate in the condition fully; get the answer from your bodily disposition. Just let it be here.”
K: “Sounds full on. Is this explanation going to get technical?”
C: “A little. But, for this conversation now, we are not going to include the blocks to your curiosity. You can expect those to happen, and that’s another skill, to work with them. But, let’s keep it simple.”
K: “Oh, thank you. Simple.”
C: (Laughs).
K: “Sounds like we’ve included some points on the wheel of becoming, on that chart?”
C: “I think so. In just what I’ve suggested so far, we can probably find that I’m suggesting you can readily track: the 3rd process (consciousness); the 5th process (senses); the 6th process (contact); the 7th (feeling-tones); and with determined intentions, we are in the territory of the 9th process (becoming). And so on.
“And the 11th process is there in the fact that you find yourself born as an unpleasant person leaning in to win points over your partner. No fun. What’s worse, it doesn’t stay that way, the whole situation moves and you find that you’ve died to that incarnation (12th process), and are propelled into something you didn’t intend.”
“K: “Because whatever advantage that I thought was present in being aggressive, it’s exhausted itself. Decay and death. And, now a new process of reactivity has launched itself upon the back of my birth as belligerent partner. It could be remorse, or embarrassment, for instance. Oh, my God, what an exhausting process.”
C: “Dukkha. ‘Samsāra is an ocean of suffering, unendurable and unbearably intense,’ says a Dzogchen prayer.”
K: “So the whole twelve links of dependent arising can happen in the blink of an eye!”
C: “Yes, but it has longer, more obvious waves, which, with training, you get to study. Oh, and by the way, I should mention that Focusing can help you burrow down under all that, and find the subliminal formative or shaping factors involved. (They are the 2nd process on the chart).